almost grey (wishing_dying) wrote in ana_success,
almost grey


There's so much shit going on that I need energy for. I hate it. I wish I was free to starve and do drugs for the rest of my life. But I'm not. I feel so fat all the time. I can't understand how this happened. Just a few months ago i had to shop in the childrens section and now I'm like a size 7. It's so gross. I feel determined.
I will make this work. I always feel like i have to choose between normal and thin. I'm miserable either way, so i may as well be beautiful.

I hope the rest of you start posting. Mabey a question will inspire you?

Would you rather have a BMI of 22 and be a millionaire? or have a BMI of 16 and be poor forever?
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i'd rather be poor forever

there is somthing boheminian and romantic about being thin and poor, but rich is just garish and gluttonous. teresa
yeah, people with a lot of money seem "fat" and gluttonous to me too
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Poor and thin is sexy...Rich and fat is repulsive.
Or...Rich and then get liprosuction!
mmm mashed potatoes with butter and then maybe a cheeseburger with the grease all dripping down crunchy crunchy bacon covered in ranch dressing filled with cheese and then ice cream reese peanut butter with fudge and whipped cream and caramel and opium and then forty seven lbs of potato chips!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

::wails a grinding riff on guitar while shit blows up behind me::
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