There's so much shit going on that I need energy for. I hate it. I wish I was free to starve and do drugs for the rest of my life. But I'm not. I feel so fat all the time. I can't understand how this happened. Just a few months ago i had to shop in the childrens section and now I'm like a size 7. It's so gross. I feel determined. I will make this work. I always feel like i have to choose between normal and thin. I'm miserable either way, so i may as well be beautiful.
I hope the rest of you start posting. Mabey a question will inspire you?
Would you rather have a BMI of 22 and be a millionaire? or have a BMI of 16 and be poor forever?